why loving him is toxic to your soul

I stopped believing he loved me when I felt…and saw…definitively and undisputedly, that he had no consideration for my feelings. It’s like I didn’t exist to him. That’s the moment my heart left. I left. – Anonymous Why do we love so much? Why do we love those who do not love us? It’s a…

an infection of the mind

Leave one rotten piece behind and it will infect the whole basket of fruit. When you whip your self into shape, you have to whip every part of you into shape. The past week has been great. Actually, I have been having a pretty good month emotionally and mentally. Whilst I have had moments of…

undisciplined beings

What a year…and its only July. I have drunk my liver into paralysis and been rather frivolous on the junk food. I lack self-discipline. Growing up, discipline was something that was forced into you using any means necessary. We wore the same uniforms at school, knee length skirt and no shorter, bleached white socks (though…

the monkey on my back

I feel like I have a monkey on my back. It sits there quietly most days. Then some days when I encounter conflict with people around me, it doesn’t matter who and at what level that conflict is…the monkey wakes up. It squeals, screeches and jumps around. Nerve-inducing. The conflict could be as minor as…

re-balancing after trauma

If I rub on your arm right now several times over, you won’t react..but you might get annoyed after a while at the irritation of the feeling. Now, imagine you have a burn or a healing scar in that area and then I start rubbing it. You would immediately pull your arm back, wince at…